At a Cross-Junction

Long time no post. Haiz. Firstly CONGRATS to my conductor on his marriage! Playing Wedding March at his church was a very great experience. YT actually teared during the solemnisation. Oh man! The bride was so PRETTY!!

Have been very busy everyday ever since the opening of school. 6pm is my average daily knock-off time. *sobz* There is so much work to be done. After I go home, still need to work till 12 midnight. Some days I am just so tired that I sleep at 10pm. In school, there is hardly free time to do markings too. Not even say to reply SMSes. *SOBZ even louder*

I haven't been going out, very long time never go catch a movie. Only been to Eastpoint Mall and Tampines Central to buy necessities. Basically, biscuits, coffee and Pokkey (is this how you spell?) to put in office. And I have developed 10 photographs to put them on my softboard. Part of my softboard is magnetic, so I lined them up and stick them using magnets. So when I'm down, there is you supporting me! I needa get a life soon!!

I'm feeling quite sad today. "Do you understand what I mean, Jessica? You cannot write in this way." my supervisor was telling me. She was going through the Work Review Form with me. Basically this form is like Appraisal Form. Somehow I felt reprimanded. I'm supposed to typed in my targets for the year and let her vet. It's SO difficult to type the stupid form, because there are so many guidelines to follow. Plus my poor command of ENGRISH, I just hate to do it!! Plus plus the stupid brain of mine in its stupid shell. Hello, I don't even have a sample on how to write that thing loh! I HATE ADMIN WORK! IT'S ENDLESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just wanna teach and do marking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't even have time to come up with a creative lesson!! WHY is my job so contradicting!?!?!??!?! I'm so confused now! What am I assessed for? Whom do I care first - me or the students? WHO comes first?!?!!?!?